never mistake kindness for weakness.

I'm paranoid, but then I'm conceited.

like..

that girl is so ugly.

I bet they're talking about me.
oh, but they can't be because I'm the farthest thing from ugly.

"Accept the past as past, without denying it or discarding it. Reminisce about it, but don’t live in it. Learn from it, but don’t punish yourself about it or continually regret it. Don’t get stuck in it."

be happy (:

FIVE MORE DAYYYYYYYYS until seven months :] yay i am so happy!

i hate getting in moodddd swings before and during my perioddddddd. :[ and i didn't even get it yet and i hate the fact that it's still not here.

omg.. OMG! projekt revolution was the best concert ever, ever, ever! i went with britt c and a, and stevie. =) and of course i saw other people there and yeah so sure i was with them too .. but uh. yeah let's see.. first was the revolution stage which was like the best part. :] i was crowd surfing! lmaoo .. but the first time i didnt even want to.. frank was just like you wanna? im like ehh noo .. and hes like ok! and him and eric like pulled me up as i was like freakin out lmao but it was so much fun. and then i did it like 490328 more times .. haa.. and MSI<3 they're the freakin best yeahh .. <3 and the ending Linkin PARKKKKKK omg i knew like every word to every song and brittany and stevie were like WTF ! lmao .. best day basicallyy that's what im trying to say =] one of the highlights of summer 2007 ! :]

6months

I'm jealous.

Splish Splash tomorrow! With Stevie and Christa! I'm excited. I didn't get to go last year. 5 months yesterday with pb! I love that boyyyyyyyyyyy :] and I got him the cutest present aww. =)

<3

i love pat brown.

I feel like I could be treated better, like a lot. But I also think I could treat others better. I guess I sorta get what I deserve. ehh, today just wasn't my day. Practically everything went wrong.

the other day someone told me that THEY didn't upset me. I made myself upset. because.. I chose my feelings, and no one can make me feel anything. I am the one who decides what I'm feeling.. hm, and after doing lots of thinking i've came to the conclusion that their right. because, something that could upset me won't have any effect on another person.. it's all too confusing, but I understand.

I am seriously getting rid of this now. People are so annoying..

GET YOUR FACTTTTTTTTTTTS STRAIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. thankyouandBYYYYYYE

So much has happened this year it's incredible. It's been fun being a freshman and I actually enjoyed it- for the most part. After seeing everyone from Sagamore last year.. it seems like everyone somewhat matured. There really isn't any rumors and things like that anymore.. except for the small few that are just jealous. But you can see why just by looking at them. ;] Well LATELY, things have been like the happiest they have ever been. I have the best boyfriend ever, I swear. =) His name is Patrick and we've been going out for likeeeee 3 and a half months? It hasn't been that long but you knowww. Oh that loser is on vacation in Florida for like .. 5 more days. Oh anddd, I am absolutly done regretting the things I do. Liveeeee for the moment. :D

11 days of school yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh <3

everything's perfect.